By Myself
Arkamdakileri d??lamak i?in ne yap?yorum?
K?rce i? g?d?lerimi mi takip ediyorum?
gururumu bu k?t? r?yalardan saklay?p
Deli eden ?zg?n d???ncelere mi veriyorum kendimi?
Burada durup katlanmaya m? ?al???yorum
Yoksa onlar? kanl? ellerle yakalamaya m??
baz?lar?na g?venip sahtelikle mi kand?r?l?yorum
Yoksa kimseye g?venmeyip yaln?zl?k i?inde mi ya??yorum
??nk? b?yle k???l?rken bekleyemem
do?ru hareketleri yap?yorum ama i?te kayboldum
g?nl?k maskemi tak?yorum ama sonra
kendi kendimi incitmekle sonu?lan?yor (kendim)
Neden diye soruyorum ama kafam?n i?inde kendime g?venemeyece?imi buluyorum bekleyemem
istedi?im ?ey i?in bu kadar k???l?rken
anlamam i?in ?ok fazla hepsi bekleyemem
izleyen ve d?nen her ?ey i?in ba?ar?s?zl???n d???nceleriyle batarken
arkam? d?nsem savunmas?z?m ve k?rce gitmek mant?ks?z
gururumu saklay?p devem etmelerine izin verirsem
her?ey bitene kadar benden al?rlar o zaman gitmelerine izin verirsem ge?ilirim
ama yakalamaya ?al???rsam iyi ko?ucu olurum
kanser gibi sorular taraf?ndan ?ld?r?l?rsem
cevab?n sessizli?i i?inde g?m?l?r?m o zaman (kendi kendime)
kaybetti?imi nas?l d???n?rs?n? ?ok korkuyorum, hayatla ili?kim kalmad?
ne yapaca??m? bilmemi nas?l beklersin
t?m bildi?im bana ne yapmam? s?ylemenken bilmiyor musun
nas?l y?r?tece?ini sana s?yleyemeyece?imi ne kadar u?ra?sam, ne yapsam
kendimi ikna edemem, neden? d??ar?da tak?l? kald?m
It’s easier to run
KA?MAK DAHA KOLAY
Replacing this pain with something numb
BU ACIYI UYU?MU? B?R ?EYLE DE???T?REREK
It’s so much easier to go
G?TMEK ?OK DAHA KOLAY
Than face all this pain here all alone
T?M BU ACIYLA BURADA TEK BA?IMA Y?ZLE?MEKTEN ]
Something has been taken from deep inside of me
???MDE DER?NLERDEN B?R ?EYLER ALINDI
The secret I’ve kept locked away no one can ever see
K?L?TL? TUTTU?UM K?MSEN?N G?REMED??? SIR
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
?YLE DER?N YARALIYOR K? ASLA G?R?NMEZLER ASLA G?TMEZLER
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they’ve played
Z?HN?MDE YILLAR YILI OYNADIKLARI F?LMLER G?B?
A :
[ (If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
E?ER DE???T?REB?LSEYD?M ACIYI GER? ALIRDIM
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
YAPTI?IM HER YANLI? HAREKET?N KAYNA?INA ?NERD?M
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
E?ER AYA?A KALKIP SU?U ?STLENEB?LSEYD?M ?STLEN?RD?M
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
E?ER T?M UTANCI MEZARA G?T?REB?LSEYD?M G?T?R?RD?M
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
E?ER DE???T?REB?LSEYD?M ACIYI GER? ALIRDIM
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
YAPTI?IM HER YANLI? HAREKET?N KAYNA?INA ?NERD?M
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
E?ER AYA?A KALKIP SU?U ?STLENEB?LSEYD?M ?STLEN?RD?M
(I would take all my shame to the grave)
T?M UTANCIMI MEZARA G?T?R?RD?M ]
NAKARAT
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
BAZEN GE?M???M?N KARANLI?INI HATIRLARIM
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
BU SAH?P OLMAMAYI D?LED???M ANILARI GER? GET?REREK
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
BAZEN BIRAKMAYI VE ARDIMA H?? BAKMAMAYI D???N?R?M
And never moving forward so there’d never be a past
VE ASLA ?LERLEMEMEY? B?YLECE ASLA B?R GE?M?? DE OLMAZDI
A tekrar
Just washing it aside
BUNU B?R YANA BIRAKIYORUM
All of the helplessness inside
???MDEK? T?M AC?ZL???
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
KEND?M? YANLI? YERDE H?SSETM?YORMU? G?B? YAPARAK
It’s so much simpler than change
BU DE???MEKTEN ?OK DAHA KOLAY
NAKARAT
It’s easier to run
KA?MAK DAHA KOLAY
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
E?ER DE???T?REB?LSEYD?M ACIYI GER? ALIRDIM
(Retrace every wrong move that I made)
YAPTI?IM HER YANLI? HAREKET?N KAYNA?INA ?NERD?M
It’s easier to go
G?TMEK DAHA KOLAY
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
E?ER DE???T?REB?LSEYD?M ACIYI GER? ALIRDIM
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
YAPTI?IM HER YANLI? HAREKET?N KAYNA?INA ?NERD?M
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
E?ER AYA?A KALKIP SU?U ?STLENEB?LSEYD?M ?STLEN?RD?M
(I would take all my shame to the grave)
T?M UTANCIMI MEZARA G?T?R?RD?M
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Senin istedi?in gibi olmaktan s?k?ld?m
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Yerin alt?nda inan?s?z bir sekilde kaybolumu? hissediyorum.
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Benden ne bekledi?ini bilmiyorum
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Ayakkabinin i?inde y?r?menin bask?s? alt?nday?m
Every step I take is another mistake to you
Att???m her adim sana g?re yeni bir yanl??
Nakarat :
[ I've become so numb I can't feel you there
O kadar hissizle?tim ki senin burada oldu?unu fark edemiyorum
I've become so tired
?ok yoruldum
So much more aware I'm becoming this
Ne hale geldi?imin ?ok daha fazla fark?na vard?m
All I want to do is be more like me and be less like you
Tek istedi?im daha cok benim gibi, daha az senin gibi olmak ]
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Beni bo?du?unu g?remiyormusun
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Kontrolu kaybetme korkusu ile ?ok s?k? tuttu?unu
Cause everything that you thought I would be
??nk? benim olabilece?imi sandi?in her ?ey
Has fallen apart right in front of you
Da??l?verdi goz?n?n ?n?nde
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Att???m her adim sana g?re yeni bir yanl??
And every second I waste is more than I can take
Ve harcadi?im her saniye dayanabilece?imden fazla
Nakarat
And I know
Ve biliyorum
I may end up failing too
H?srana da u?rayabilirim
But I know
Ama biliyorum
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
Sende hayal k?r?kl???na u?rayan biriyle t?pk? benim gibiydin
Nakarat x2
(When this began)
I had nothing to say
Bu ba?lad???nda s?yleyecek hi?bir ?eyim yoktu
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
Ve i?imdeki hi?bir?eysizlikte kaybolmu?tum
(I was confused)
Kafam kar??m??t?
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
Ve kafas?nda b?yle ?eyler olan tek insan olmad???m? bulmak i?in onlar?n d???ma ??kmas?na izin verdim
(Inside of me)
??imde...
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
Ama onlar?n g?rebildi?i tek ?ey ?u: sadece a???a ??kan kelimeler, benim hissetmem i?in b?rak?lan ger?ekliklerdir
(Nothing to lose)
Kaybedecek hi?bir ?ey yok
Just stuck, hollow and alone
S?k??m?? bi durumday?m, i?im delik ve yaln?z?m
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
Ve hata benim kendimin,ve hata kendimin
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
?yile?mek istiyorum, d???nd?klerimin asla ger?ek olamayaca??n? hissetmek istiyorum
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
Bu kadar uzun zamand?r hissetti?im ac?n?n gitmesini istiyorum
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
O gidene kadar b?t?n ac?lar? sil
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
?yile?mek istiyorum, ger?ek bir ?eye yak?nm???m gibi hissetmek istiyorum
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
Ait oldu?um yerde hep istedi?im bir ?ey bulmak istiyorum
And I’ve got nothing to say
Ve s?yleyecek hi?bir?eyim yok
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
Y?z?m?n ?st?ne yere serilmedi?me(d??medi?ime) inanam?yorum
(I was confused)
Kafam kar???k
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
Sadece akl?mda hayal etti?im gibi olmad???n? g?rmek i?in her yere bak?p duruyorum
(So what am I)
Ben neyim?
What do I have but negativity
Negatiflik d???nda neyim var?
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
??nk? herkesin bana bakma nedenini bulam?yorum
(Nothing to lose)
Kaybedecek bir ?ey yok
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
Kazanacak bir?ey yok, i?im delik ve yaln?z?m
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
Ve hata sadece benim ve hata sadece benim
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
Bunu kendi ?st?mde deneyenekadar asla kendim oldu?umu bilemeyece?im.
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
Ve yaralar?m iyile?ene kadar ba?ka hi?bir ?ey hissetmeyece?im
I will never be anything till I break away from me
Benden kendimden ayr?lana kadar hi?bir?ey olamayaca??m
I will break away, I'll find myself today
Kendimden ayr?laca??m, bug?n kendimi bulaca??m
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
?yile?mek istiyorum, ait oldu?um yerdeymi?im gibi hissetmek istiyorum
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
?yile?mek istiyorum, ait oldu?um yerdeymi?im gibi hissetmek istiyorum
Somewhere I belong
Ait oldu?um yerde...
I don't know who to trust no surprise
Bilmiyorum kime g?venece?imi ?a??rmadan
[Everyone feels so far away from me]
[Herkes benden uzaktaym?? gibi geliyor]
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
A??r d???nceler, tozu ve yalanlar? g?zden ge?iriyor
Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit
K?r?lmamaya ?al???yorum ama ?ok yoruldum bu yalanc?l?ktan
Everytime I try to make myself get back upon my feet
Ne zaman kendimi yeniden ayaklar?m?n ?zerinde durdurmaya ?al??sam
All I ever think about is this
?zerinde t?m d???nd???m bu
All the tiring time between
Aradaki t?m yorucu zaman
And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me
Ve g?venimi sana vermeye ?al??man?n benden ne ?ok ?ey g?t?rd???n?
I take everything from the inside and throw it all away
??eriden her ?eyi al?yorum ve hepsini f?rlat?p at?yorum
'Cause I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you
??nk? senin hakk?nda kendime g?venmeyece?ime son kez yemin ediyorum
Tension is building inside steadily
Gerginlik i?imde s?rekli kuruluyor
[everyone feels so far away from me]
[Herkes benden uzaktaym?? gibi geliyor]
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
A??r d???nceler yollar?n? benden uzakla?maya zorluyorlar
Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit
K?r?lmamaya ?al???yorum ama ?ok yoruldum bu yalanc?l?ktan
Everytime I try to make myself get back up on my feet
Ne zaman kendimi yeniden ayaklar?m?n ?zerinde durdurmaya ?al??sam
All I ever think about is this
?zerinde t?m d???nd???m bu
All the tiring time between
Aradaki t?m yorucu zaman
And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me
Ve g?venimi sana vermeye ?al??man?n benden ne ?ok ?ey g?t?rd???n?
I take everything from the inside and throw it all away
??eriden her ?eyi al?yorum ve hepsini f?rlat?p at?yorum
'Cause I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you
??nk? senin hakk?nda kendime g?venmeyece?ime son kez yemin ediyorum
I won't waste myself on you
Kendimi seninle harcamayaca??m
You
Seninle
You
Seninle
Waste myself on you
Kendimi seninle harcamayaca??m
You
Seninle
You
Seninle
I'll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
??eriden her ?eyi alaca??m ve hepsini ataca??m
'Cause I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you
??nk? senin hakk?nda kendime g?venmeyece?ime son kez yemin ediyorum
I Take everything from the inside and just throw it all away
??eriden her ?eyi al?yorum ve hepsini f?rlat?p at?yorum
'Cause I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you
??nk? senin hakk?nda kendime g?venmeyece?ime son kez yemin ediyorum
You
Sen
You
Sen
chorus:nakarat
crawling in my skin
derimin i?inde kar?ncalan?yorum
these wounds they will not heal
bu yaralar hi?bir zaman iyile?meyecek
fear is how I fall
d???yormu? gibi bir korku i?indeyim
confusing what is real
kafa kar???kl??? tek ger?ek olan
there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
y?zeyin alt?na ge?en bir ?ey var i?imde
consuming,confusing
t?ketiyor,kafa kar??t?r?yor
this lack of self control I fear is never ending
ki?isel kontrol?m? sonsuza kadar kaybetmi? gibiyim
controlling,I can't seem
kontrol edemiyorum,g?remiyorum
to find myself again
kendimi yeniden buldu?umu
my walls are closing in
duvarlar?m ?zerime geliyor
without a sence of confidence I'm confinced that there's just too much pressure to take
g?vensizlik duygusuyla ?zerimde ?ok fazla bask? oldu?una inand?r?ld?m
I've felt this way before
daha ?ncede b?yle hissediyordum
so insecure
g?vensiz
chorus:nakarat
discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me
rahats?z,sonsuza kadar kendisini i?ime ?ekti
distracting,reacting
dikkatimi da??t?yor rol yap?yor
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
iste?imin d???nda kendi yans?man?n yan?nda dikiliyorum
It's haunthing how I can't seem
beni ele ge?iriyor fark edemeyi?im
to find my self again
kendimi yeniden buldu?umu
my walls are closing in
duvarlar?m ?zerime geliyor
without a sence of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take
g?vensizlik duygusuyla ?zerimde ?ok fazla bask? oldu?una inan?yorum
I've felt this way before
daha ?ncede b?yle hissediyordum
so insecure
g?vensiz
chorus:nakarat
(It starts with)
One thing /
Bir ?eyle ba?l?yor
I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Ne kadar u?ra??rsan u?ra? hi?bir ?nemi yok, neden bilmiyorum.
Keep that in mind /
Akl?nda ?unu tut
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
Bu ?iiri(g?fteyi) uygun zamanda a??klamak i?in yazd?m(tasarlad?m)
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Tek bildi?im zaman de?erli bir ?eydir
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Sarka? sallan?rken onun u?up gitmesini seyret
Watch it count down to the end of the day
G?n?n sonuna kadar zaman?n geriye do?ru say?m?n? izle
The clock ticks life away
Saat hayat? uzakla?t?rarak i?liyor
It’s so unreal
Bu ?ok ger?ekd???
Didn’t look out below
D??ar?dan a?a??ya bakmad?m
Watch the time go right out the window
Zaman? pencerenin ?n?nden ge?ip giderken seyret
Trying to hold on
Tutunamaya ?al???rken
/ but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
Ama zaman? sadece senin gitmeni izlemek i?in harcad???m? bile bilmiyordum
I kept everything inside and even though I tried /
Her?eyi i?imde tuttum ve u?ra?mama ra?men
it all fell apart
Her?ey da??l?verdi
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
B?ylesine fazla u?ra??rsam b?t?n bunlar?n bana ifade etti?i eninde sonunda sadece bir hat?radan ibaret olacak
And got so far
Ve o kadar ileri gittim
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
Ama en sonunda hi?bir ?nemi bile kalmad?
I had to fall
To lose it all
Hepsini kaybetmek i?in d??meliydim
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
Ama en sounda hi?bir ?nemi kalmad?
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Bir ?ey....
Ne kadar u?ra?t???n?n hi?bir ?nemi kalm?yor,neden bilmiyorum
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
?unu bil ki(akl?nda tut ki) bu ?iiri(g?fteyi) kendime ne kadar ?ok u?ra?t???m? hat?rlatmak i?in yazd?m
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Benle dalha ge?ip durmana ra?men, senin bir par?anm???m gibi hareket ediyordum
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Kavga etti?imiz zamanlar? hat?rl?yorum da nas?l bu kadar ileri gitti ?a??r?yorum
Things aren’t the way they were before
Hi?bir?ey eskisi gibi de?il art?k
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Beni art?k tan?yamazs?n bile
Not that you knew me back then
Beni yeniden tan?yacaks?n sonra
But it all comes back to me
Ama hepsi bana geri d?n?yor
In the end
en sonunda
I kept everything inside and even though I tried /
Her?eyi i?imde tuttum ve u?ra?mama ra?men
it all fell apart
Her?ey da??l?verdi
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
B?ylesine fazla u?ra??rsam b?t?n bunlar?n bana ifade etti?i eninde sonunda sadece bir hat?radan ibaret olacak
And got so far
Ve o kadar ileri gittim
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
Ama en sonunda hi?bir ?nemi bile kalmad?
I had to fall
To lose it all
Hepsini kaybetmek i?in d??meliydim
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
Ama en sounda hi?bir ?nemi kalmad?
I've put my trust in you
Sana g?venmi?tim
Pushed as far as I can go
Gidebilece?im yere kadar zorlam??t?m
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
Ve b?t?n bunlar i?in bilmen gereken tek ?ey var
I've put my trust in you
Sana g?venmi?tim
Pushed as far as I can go
Gidebilece?im yere kadar zorlam??t?m
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
Ve b?t?n bunlar i?in bilmen gereken tek ?ey var
I tried so hard
O kadar ?ok u?ra?t?m
And got so far
Ve o kadar ileri gittim
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
Ama en sonunda hi?bir ?nemi bile kalmad?
I had to fall
To lose it all
Hepsini kaybetmek i?in d??meliydim
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
Ama en sounda hi?bir ?nemi kalmad?
Why does it feel like night today?
Neden geceymi? gibi geliyor bug?n?
Something in here's not right today
Burada bir ?ey yolunda de?il bug?n
Why am I so uptight today?
Neden ?ok tela?l?y?m bug?n?
Paranoia's all I got left
Bana tek kalan ?ey paranoya
I don't know what stressed me first
Beni ilk streslendiren neydi bilmiyorum
Or how the pressure was fed but
Yada bask?n?n nas?l beslendi?ini, ama
I know just what it feels like
Sadece ne hissettirdi?ini biliyorum
To have a voice in the back of my head
Kafam?n akalar?nda bir sese sahip olman?n
It's like a face that I hold inside
O i?imde tuttu?um bir y?z gibi
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
G?zlerimi kapad???mda uyanan bir y?z
A face watches every time I lie
Her uzan???mda izleyen bir y?z
A face that laughs every time I fall
Her d?????mde g?len bir y?z
(And watches everything)
(Ve her ?eyi izleyen)
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
Bu y?zden biliyorum ki y?zme ya da batma zaman? geldi?inde
That the face inside is hearing me right underneath my skin
Bu i?erdeki y?z beni duyuyor tam derimin alt?ndan
Nakarat:
[ It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
Sanki arkas?na bak?p duran bir paranoyak gibiyim
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
Bu kafam?n i?inde bir kas?rga gibi
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
??imdeki sesi duymay? engelleyemiyorum gibi
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
??imdeki y?z tam derimin alt?nda gibi ]
I know I've got a face in me
Biliyorum i?imde bir y?z var
Points out all my mistakes to me
Bana b?t?n hatalar?m? belirtiyor
You've got a face on the inside too and
Senin de i?inde bir y?z var ve
Your paranoia's probably worse
Senin paranoyalar?n muhtemelen daha beter
I don't know what set me off first but I know what I can't stand
Beni ilk etkileyeni bilmiyorum ama neye dayanamad???m? biliyorum
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
Herkes i?in ger?e?indeymi? gibi davran?yor
I can't add up to what you can but
Ne yapabilece?ini anlayam?yorum, ama
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
Herkesin i?inde tuttu?u bir y?z var
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
G?zlerimi kapad???mda uyanan bir y?z
A face watches every time they lie
Her uzan??lar?nda izleyen bir y?z
A face that laughs every time they fall
Her d????lerinde g?len bir y?z
(And watches everything)
(Ve her ?eyi izleyen)
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
Bu y?zden bilirsin ki y?zme ya da batma zaman? geldi?inde
That the face inside is watching you too right inside your skin
Bu i?erdeki y?z seni de izliyor tam derinin i?inden
Nakarat x2
The face inside is right beneath your skin
Bir y?z i?erdedir tam derinin alt?nda
The sun goes down
G?ne? bat?yor
I feel the light betray me
I????n bana ihanetini hissediyorum
Nakarat x2
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within x2
??erdeki sesi duymay? engelleyemiyorum gibi
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
??imdeki y?z tam derimin alt?nda gibi
Graffiti decorations (grafiti yaz?s?)
Under a sky of dust (kuru ve tozlu bir gokyuzunun alt?nda)
A constant wave of tension (deg?smeyen b?r bask?)
On top of broken trust (k?r?lm?s ?nanc?n z?rves?nde)
The lessons that you taught me (bana ogrett?g?n seyler)
I learn were never true (ogrend?kler?m h?c dogru deg?ldi)
Now I find myself in question (s?md? kend?m? b?r sorunun ?c?nde buluyorum)
They point the finger at me again (y?ne ben? parmaklar?yla goster?yorlar)
Guilty by association (topluluk taraf?nda suclu)
You point the finger at me again (y?ne ben? parmakla ?saret ed?yorsun)
I wanna run away (Ka?mak istiyorum)
Never say goodbye (elveda demeden)
I wanna know the truth (gercekler? b?lmesk ?st?yorum)
Instead of wondering why (n?c?n d?ye end?selenmek yer?ne)
I wanna know the answers (cevab? b?lmek ?st?yorum)
No more lies (daha fazla yalan deg?l)
I wanna shut the door (kap?y? carpmak ?st?yorum)
And open up my mind (ve z?hn?m? acmak)
Paper bags and angry voices (kag?t cantalar ve s?n?rl? sesler)
Under a sky of dust (kuru ve tozlu b?r gok yuzu alt?nda)
Another wave of tension (baska b?r bask? dalgas?)
Has more than filled me up (doldurdugundan daha fazla)
All my talk of taking action (hareket alan konusmalar?m)
These words were never true (bu sozler h?c dogru olmad?)
Now I find myself in question (s?md? kend?m? b?r sorunun ?c?nde buluyorum)
They point the finger at me again (y?ne parmaklar?yla ?saret ed?yorlar)
Guilty by association (topluluk taraf?ndan suclu)
You point the finger at me again (y?ne parmaklar?n?zla ?saret ed?yorsunuz)
I wanna run away (ka?mak istiyorum)
Never say goodbye (elveda demeden)
I wanna know the truth (gercekler? b?lmesk ?st?yorum)
Instead of wondering why (n?c?n d?ye end?selenmek yer?ne)
I wanna know the answers (cevab? b?lmek ?st?yorum)
No more lies (daha fazla yalan deg?l)
I wanna shut the door (kap?y? carpmak ?st?yorum)
And open up my mind (ve z?hn?m? acmak)
I'm gonna run away and never say goodbye (ka?aca?m,ve elveda demeyeceg?m)
Gonna runaway, gonna runaway. Gonna runaway, gonna runaway. (ka?aca?m ka?aca?m ka?aca?m )
I'm gonna run away and never wonder why (ka?aca?m ve neden d?ye end?selenmeyeceg?m)
Gonna runaway, gonna runaway. Gonna runaway, gonna runaway. . (ka?aca?m ka?aca?m ka?aca?m )
I'm gonna run away and open up my mind (ka??camz?hn?m? acacag?m)
Gonna runaway, gonna runaway. . (ka?aca?m ka?aca?m ka?aca?m )
Mind (zihin)
Gonna runaway, gonna runaway. Ka??cam ka??cam
Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Bazen nefes almay? hat?rlamaya ihtiya? duyuyorum
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Bazen benden uzak durmana ihtiya? duyuyorum
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Bazen bilmedi?im bir inanmay?? i?indeyim
Somehow I need you to go
Hernas?lsa gitmene ihtiyac duyuyorum
Nakarat:
[ Don’t stay
Kalma
Forget our memories
Unut hat?ralar?m?z?
Forget our possibilities
Unut imkanlar?m?z?
What you were changing me into
Beni neye d?n??t?rd???n?
Just give me myself back and
Beni kendime b?rak tekrar ve
Don’t stay
Kalma
Forget our memories
Unut hat?ralar?m?z?
Forget our possibilities
Unut imkanlar?m?z?
Take all your faithlessness with you
T?m inan?s?zl???n? yan?na al
Just give me myself back and
Beni kendime b?rak tekrar ve
Don’t stay
Kalma ]
Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Bazen sana ?o fazla g?vendi?imi hissediyorum
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Bazen kendime ba??r?yormu?um gibi hissediyorum
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Bazen bilmedi?im bir inanmay?? i?indeyim
Somehow I need to be alone
Hernas?lsa yaln?z kalmaya ihtiya? duyuyorum
Nakarat
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
Sana daha fazla ihtiyac?m yok, bo? verilmi? olmak istemiyorum
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away
Birg?n daha beni eritip bitirmene ihtiyac?m yok
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
Sana daha fazla ihtiyac?m yok, bo? verilmi? olmak istemiyorum
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away
Birg?n daha beni eritip bitirmene ihtiyac?m yok
With no apologies
?z?rs?zce
