Crawling in my skin

Crawling in my skin,
Without a sense of confidence.
Consuming, Confusing,
Crawling in my skin,
Without a sense of confidence
Im convinced that there just to much pressure to take
Theres something inside me that pulls beneath the surface

Crawling in my skin(crawling in my skin)
These wounds they will not heal(these wounds wont heal)
Fear is how I fall(fear is how I fall)
Confusing, Confusing what is real,
Confusing what is real.

There's somthing inside me that pulls beneath the surface,
Consuming, Confusing.
This lack of self control I fear is never ending,
Controlling, I cant seem to find my self again.
My walls are closing in.

Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just
Too much pressure to take.
I felt this way before, so insecure!

Crawling in my skin,
These wounds, they will not heal.
Fear is how I fall,
Confusing what is real.

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me,
Distracting, Reacting.
Against my will, I stand beside my own reflection,
It's haunting how I can't seem to find myself again.
My walls are closing in.

Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just
Too much pressure to take.
I felt this way before, so insecure!

Without a sense of confidence, Without a sense of confidence
Without a sense of confidence,
Im convinced that there just to much pressure to take.
Without a sense of confidence, Without a sence of confidence
Without a sense of confidence,
Im convinced that there just to much pressure to take

to find myself again, My walls are closing in.
Without a sense of confidence,
Im convinced that there just to much pressure to take
I felt this way before, so insecured!

Crawling in my skin,
These wounds, they will not heal.
Fear is how I fall,
Confusing what is real.

Crawling in my skin,
These wounds, they will not heal.
Fear is how I fall,
Confusing, Confusing what is real.

I'd like to introduce...
In your, in your, in your... [echo fade]
In your sound institute of invention of reliable audio weapon system
Lets, lets try, lets try [being scratched]
Lets try something else
Folks, we have a very special guest for you tonight, tonight, tonight [echo fade]
Break it down
Using the waves of sound
A true master paralyze's his opponent, leaving him vulnerable to an attack
...Mr. Hahn

And the tears fall like rain
Down on my face again
Oh the words you wouldn't say
And the games you played
With my unfoolish heart
Oh I should have known this from the start

Oh the winter and spring
Going hand in hand
Just like my love and pain
How the thought of you cuts deep within the vain
Oh this brand new skin stretched across scared terrain

I don't wanna be let down
I don't wanna live my life again
Don't wanna be lead down the same old road
So I don't wanna be let down
I don't wanna live my lies again
Don't wanna be lead down the same old road

Oh..

All those years down the drain
Love was not enough when you want everything
What I gave to you and now the end must start
Oh I should have listened to my heart

'Cause I don't wanna be let down
I don't wanna live my life again
Don't wanna be lead down the same old road
So I don't wanna be let down
I don't wanna live my lies again
Don't wanna be lead down the same old road

Oh...

I don't wanna be let down
I don't wanna live my life again
Don't wanna be lead down the same old road
So I don't wanna be let down
I don't wanna live my lies again
Don't wanna be lead down the same old road

When I pretend,
Everything is what I want it to be,
I looked exactly like what you always wanted to see,
When I pretend,
I can’t forget about the criminal I am,
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can,
But I can’t pretend that this is the way, it'll stay, I’m just,
(Trying to bend the truth)
I can’t pretend I'm who you want me to be so I'm,
(Lying my way from)

You!!!!!!!!
(No, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go!!
(No, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I’d rather be, all alone!!
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see!!!
(No, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you…
IS ME

I remember what they taught to me,
Remember condescending talk,
Of who I ought to be,
Remember listening to all of that,
And this again,
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in,
And now you think this person,
Really is me and I'm,
(Trying to bend the truth )
The more I push,
The more I’m pulling away,
Cause I’m,
(Lying my way from)

You!!!!!!!!
(No, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go!!!
(No, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life,
I’d rather be, all alone!!
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see!!!
(No, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you….
The very worst part of you….
IS ME!!!!!

This isn’t what I wanted to be,
I never thought that what I said,
Would have you running from me,
LIKE THIS!
This isn’t what I wanted to be,
I never thought that what I said,
Would have you running from me,
LIKE THIS!
This isn’t what I wanted to be,
I never thought that what I said,
Would have you running from me,
LIKE THIS!
This isn’t what I wanted to be,
I never thought that what I said,
Would have you running from me,
LIKE THIS!!

YOU!!!!!!!!
(No, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go!!!
(No, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life,
I’d rather be all alone!!!
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see!!!
(No, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you…
The very worst part of you…
IS ME!

I've lived through things I cannot say
Back then we dreamt of yesterday
It seemed as if the only way
And now we look for hope and pray

(Chorus)
If I had a second chance
I'd make amends
Only to find myself
Losing in the end
If I had a second chance
I'd make amends
Only to find myself
Losing, losing

It came up from the deepest sea
God gave it life and reason to be
His Shadow rose above the highest tree
And still his face we could not see

(Chorus)
(Chorus)

Repeat first verse

Caught up against the wall again
Time to chill in the bar again
Never seize to amaze the night
So I just sleep sleep sleep please don't
Wake me till the morning after
Wake me till the morning after

Cut and bruised by the fall again
Lick my wounds like a dog again
Is that a light at the end of the tunnel
That I see I see please let it be but don't
Wake me till the morning after
Wake me till the morning after
Wake me till the morning after

I'm so tired there has got to be an end
to the pain I feel when I'm
awake and alive alive alive alive
and I'm dreamin

Caught up against the wall again
Time to chill in the bar again
Is that a light at the end of the tunnel
That I see I see please let it be but don't
Wake me till the morning after
Wake me till the morning after
Wake me till the morning after

I'm so tired there has got to be an end
to the pain I feel when I'm
awake and alive alive alive alive
And I'm dreamin

This is my December,
This is my time of the year,
This is my december,
This is all so clear.

[Chorus]
And I...
( Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed )
And I...
( Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that )
And I...
( Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed )
And I...
( Take back all the things I said to you )

This is my December,
This is my snowcovered home,
This is my December,
This is me alone.

And I...,
Give it all away,
Just to have somewhere to go to,
Give it all away,
To have someone to come home to.

This is my December,
These are my snowcovered dreams,
This is me pretending,
This is all I need.

[Chorus]
And I...
( Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed )
And I...
( Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that )
And I...
( Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed )
And I...
( Take back all the things I said to you )

And I...,
Give it all away,
Just to have somewhere to go to,
Give it all away,
To have someone to come home to.

This is my December,
This is my time of the year,
This is my Decemeber,
This is all so clear.

(2x)
Give it all away,
Just to have somewhere to go to,
Give it all away,
To have someone to come home to.

I've never liked the shelter
I'm constantly alone
I'm pointing out my weakness
There's an emptiness at home

I need to find a reason to live this way
I'm running out of patience and my life is over

I'm standing here but I'm on my way
Searching to find an answer
I'm standing here but it's all the same
And I'm running out of patience

Well I will take my reason for you
And I have gained a reason for you
But you left me
You left me here and I'm all alone

I've been stripped of my young innocence
I take pity in myself
A certain chain of events
That have left me in this hell

I need to find a reason to live this way
I'm running out of patience and my life is over

I'm standing here but I'm on my way
Searching to find an answer
I'm standing here but it's all the same
And I'm running out of patience

Well I will take my reason for you
And I have gained a reason for you
But you left me
You left me here and I'm all alone
I'm all alone, I'm all alone, I'm all alone, I'm all alone

Well I'm searching to find my reason
To find a reason, to find my reason
Why I need you
And I need you and I want you
But I need to get away from you
And I need you and I want you
But I need to get away from you
But I need you and I want you
But I need to get away from you
And I need you and I want you
But I need to get away from the other

And I will take my reason for you
And I needed someone to love me
But you just left me here and I'm lonely
You know I needed someone to love me
But I'm all alone

Come
Come
Come
Come
Coming at you
Come
Coming at you
Come
Coming at you...

Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is "how could you ignore it?"
We drop right back in the cut
Over basement tracks
With raps that got you backing this up like
{Like rewind that}
We're just rollin' with the rhythm,
Rise from the ashes of stylistic division
With these non-stop lyrics are life living,
Not to be forgotten, but still unforgiven
But in the meantime, there are those
Who wanna talk this and that, so I suppose
It gets to a point feelings got to get hurt,
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt
It goes...

Tried to give you warning, but everyone ignores me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening
Call to you so clearly, but you don't want to hear me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Hand full of anger, held in my chest
And everything left's a waste of time,
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else's more
I'm riding on the back of this pressure,
Guessing that it's better, I can't keep myself together
Because all of this stress gave me something to write on,
But pain gave me something I could set my sights on
Never forget the blood, sweat and tears,
The uphill struggle over years, the fear and
Trash talking and the people it was to,
And the people that started it, just like you

Tried to give you warning, but everyone ignores me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening
Called to you so clearly, but you don't want to hear me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Hand full of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle, blood, sweat and tears
Nothing to gain, everything to fear
Heart full of pain, head full of stress
Hand full of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle, blood, sweat and tears
Nothing to gain, everything to fear
Heart full of pain
Heart full of pain
Heart full of pain...

Tried to give you warning, but everyone ignores me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening
Called to you so clearly, but you don't want to hear me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Nobody's listening
Hand full of anger, held in my chest
Nobody's listening
Uphill struggle, blood, sweat and tears
Nobody's listening
Nothing to gain, everything to fear
Nobody's listening

Come
Come
Come
Come
Come
Coming at you
Coming
Coming
Coming
Coming
Coming at you
Come
Coming
Come
Coming
Coming at you
Come
Come
Come
Come
Coming at you from every side

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like this
and be less like you.

can't you see that your smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you.

[caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
every step that I take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow,just caught in the undertow]
and every second I waste is more than I can take.

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like this
and be less like you.

And I know
I may end up failing too

But I know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you.

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like this
and be less like you.

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
[tired of being what you want me to be]
(repeat x 2)